All there

Can I be frank with you? Well, I'm going to be anyways. 

I'm not really looking forward to this last semester of college. In fact, I'm not. I know it's my last semester and I should be living it up and having the time of my life but I just can't get my feelings to line up with what my heart knows it should feel. 

I miss my family, I miss my hometown homies, I miss my friends that have graduated, and I REALLY miss my boyfriend. The leaves within me seem to be falling one by one begging for a new season of life. It feels time to move on and yet it's not..

I've been having an ongoing dialogue with God regarding this when one night I stumbled upon this. Exactly what you need, exactly when you need it.

"For he looked forward to the city that has foundations, whose architect and builder is God." 
-Hebrews 11:10 

And so it is. This is where I am and God is on His throne. I've been planted here for a reason and I will let my roots grow as deep as they need to until the gardener decides it's time to uproot them. 

Amen